I don’t know what’s wrong. Life is great…or at least good…maybe it’s just okay. Productivity- and results-wise there is progress and evidence of God’s favor. I’m healthy and getting stronger. Everyday I get better and the concussion seems less and less like it’s running my decisions. Trying to remember that embracing growth is my thing.
And yet multiple times this week, I wanted to post “Boooooo!” on my social media pages. That’s it that’s the post. I’m not sure what I’m Booooo-ing though. Perhaps, it’s life in general…the process of growth…or this current season of lukewarm-ness.
I always embrace growth. It’s my passion. And I know that it requires intentional, consistency. And I love growth and learning about myself and others. I also love the “aha!” moments and the “Big.Big.Biiiig” results. There seems to be less of those lately. And at the moment I’d take a big failure if it meant I shot for the stars. At least in that process, there’d be hot or cold rather than lukewarm.
There is a struggle to reconcile feeling grateful for progress while also experiencing a desire for more excitement and growth. I’ll try
1. Reflecting on the specific areas where I feel lukewarm and settting clear goals for improvement.
2. Exploring new challenges or opportunities to reignite the passion for growth.
3. Sharing my feelings openly with a trusted friend or mentor to gain perspective and support.
4. Considering incorporating small changes into my routine to break the monotony and spark creativity.
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